making hats. making money.

so i made this hat for brielle. and it's the most ridiculous thing ever. i've also discovered that i can make videos on my computer of whatever i damn well please. like this! i've been bombarding people with video messages. mostly me just talking and falling to look into the camera because i'm too preoccupied with how i look. i can make some weird friggin faces.

abby and beth bought wristlets from me today! huzzah huzzah! victory all over the place! businesssss! i felt bad because abby's broke right away? i need to really reinforce those suckas. and i apologized and told her i would fix it anytime. i think i'm going to try and start hanging out with those people because i like them a lot. speghetti next week. possibly themed parties. i need to figure out my rooming situation for next year. and the subsequent years. i don't know how i'm going to finangle this with brianne. i need to figure it out. awks all over the place when this convo does go down.

i'm going home tomorrow! joy joy joy joy! i get to see young drewsif and helen and kevin and the grandparents and aunt karen and route 22 and the flag pole and my target! i miss my suburbia. life was good. life is good.

i cried last night while i was watching so weird. at first it was just because it was a sad episode- a banshee had come for fi's grandfather, intending to bring him to his death. and she was trying to save him. and it was just very touching. then i started crying about my grandparents. and then i started crying about grandma mary. it was very odd. it felt good to cry though. even if it was next to my sleeping roommate in the glow of a television playing an old disney channel show. i'm going to hug them so long this weekend. i miss them and our days are numbered. as always. i just hate that it might happen while i'm away.

i love my family more with each passing day.

mercedes and i vented to each other today about brianne. it felt wonderful. not that i dislike brianne. it's just close quarters. it's hard to live with anyone. it's just nice to talk about it. it feels good to feel.

my socks are tinted purple cause of the rain. cheap ass sneakers bleeding on my socks.