Sunday, September 13, 2009

building a religion





oh this weekend. good times. very busy. i like busy. i love anthropologie.

i'm in a really weird place right now. i think i need to reevaluate how i present myself to others. and make some changes. i've always sought the approval of my peers and it really pains me when i can tell that other people are getting annoyed with me. i think a little less talking, a little more listening. letting other people go first and falling in as a spectator or supporting role. i don't want to be the person everyone secretly dislikes. so i gotsa to change and rearrange. priorities. image. check myself. word.

1 comment:

  1. you're fine the way you are. even when people secretly dislike another person, the person is aware of it to some degree; therefore it's not really a secret. so, if these people don't like you, they are not worth your time. move on. you have bigger fish to fry. better things to do. conversations to have.
    also, it's not all your fault... sometimes people look to you to be the entertainer and then you get set in your role and when your services aren't needed they may be 'annoyed'. don't feel down on your self. you just consistent homie.
    my view:
    the key is to let you do your thing. you can be a one man show at times. i've learned that the best way to appreciate it is to join the show as opposed to just watching it.
    love you.

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