Monday, September 14, 2009

i have weird memories of you wearing long red socks and red shoes


i took this picture of my brother and i with my new polaroid land cam this summer. i like that we both have similar facial expressions. clearly it was very sunny. i really miss him. the other day he asked my mom if i really meant it, about not coming home for the summer. and she said i did. and drew said that was lame. and today he got on my case about not returning his calls. i hope when we get older we stay really close. and i live within driving distance. preferably closer. i want to babysit his kids and spend christmas with him and go into business with him. we're just so similarly-wired about the important things and vastly different about the trival things. it's the perfect combination. it's exactly why we can be best friends.

i have to start being more pro-active about my career goals. i think i'm going to develop a five-year plan tomorrow. and start networking like i'm a future business leader of america. i also want to start writing more. and losing weight. at least twenty pounds. i'd like to lose wait too. i hate waiting. i'm just not doing it anymore. i'm becoming a person of action. less waiting around for things to happen, more making things happen.

2 comments:

  1. i think that's good you're setting goals. i really don't understand why finding a job is so hard, but don't get discouraged. making the most of it - like you're doing now - is the best.
    but seriously, 20 lbs?? that's kind of a lot. you should have gradual goals like 5 lbs and if you're feeling good and not starving go for another 5 and so on.

    i just made a xanga like you suggested. do you have one? my account is christinefisher (real original, I know)

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  2. i miss you homie...

    i am sooooo sleepy. im sorry ive been neglecting my blog. I just caught up on you, rockstar, and an experiment in poverty... i missed so much.

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