blackouts and knitting

moderately good friday night. 

went to rons with alex, julie, mercedes, and mike. two cups of gin bucket, one shot of something blue, one shot of rum, a 50/50 rum and coke, and a shot of vodka later, things got real fuzzy. apparently i let sketchy-ass mitch and behar smoke in my room? weird. no bueno. not good at all. what freaks me out the most is i don't know what i said to them. and i say weird ass shit when i'm gone. apparently i also met someone who is friends with mariel (what are the odds) and proceeded to tell him that i hooked up with joe who is kind of going out with mariel. mistakes abound. i'm done for a while. until next week most likely. i just want to be able to party with good friends. that's the best. i miss that. you win some  you lose some apparently. 

on a brighter note, i went thrifting with julie and mercedes today. acquired some choice cardigans. one beautiful cherry colored one with giant gold buttons. so good! i also picked up some old national geographics which are always beautiful finds. came home and it was rainy rainy blah weather. so we all cuddled up and watched robin hood men in tights then the princess bride. i finished knitting jimmy's hat! it is beautiful! he looks beautiful in it! i love him mucho mas. i think we're going to do some more movie watching tonight. then some more knitting. crazy saturday night. you win some you lose some. it's been one of those lonely type days. i was all over poor mike last night who actually seems like a really nice, legit person. and i tried to hit on some guy in a green shirt with the line "you shirt would work very effectively on a green screen". fail. social skills = faltering. to be worked on for sure. it's right up there with the el sorcho fiasco. i guess i just assume that everyone wants to make friends as much as i do. it'll get better. TRANSITION.